Where the fuck am I?
dead-ended around every smooth surface,
seems to move when I move
one set of rules established
changing faster than I can reasonably
5 years out
10 years out
moving so fast
that I am stuck to the walls
by the forces of nature
like the RoundUp of my childhood
Looking closely makes sense but
looking further (past or future) away is blurred.
You always think it is going to be fun when you step on,
but you get off, sweaty and pale,
and puke into a nearby rubbish bin instead.